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sepi itu apa?
written on Monday, August 2, 2010 @ 10:02 PM ✈
ok, ni gmbar bilik 626 kolej khadijah cfsiium yer. entah kenapa pagi ni terasa sepi sungguh bilik nih.
bangun pagi ni, smua orang dah tak ada. dorang dah pegi class. nak tunjuk betapa sepinya aku rasa pagi nih, sila la hayati gmbar di atas.
hmmm, terasa dunia sangat pelik. aku buka mata dan terus pandang luar. terus rasa nak snap gmbar. ni la yg aku rasa. spt dlm gmbar. malap dan sepi. satu bunyik pun tarak. bapak aahh.... peliknya aku rasa!!! kenapa ni wahai hati....T_T
dah la sekeliling ku sepi. hati pulak tak menentu. badan rasa tak selesa. mata terasa bengkak. menangis kah aku?? oh tidak.
benar2 pelik pagi ini. seolah2 ada sesuatu yg tak kesampaian. rasa tak lepas. rasa sesak. sesak!
mama abah, along rasa nak balik rumah. haissshhh....
tapi aku teruskan hidup spt biasa. lepas mandi and lunch, aku rindu nak online. so, aku online lah and aku update lah belog ku ini.
anyway, petang nanti aku ada class. haruskah aku biarkan rasa sepi ini menghantui? tak, tak mungkin. pelajar yg cemerlang harus ke class. aku tahu itu.
ok lah, see u guys. havaniceday!
LOVE fifah mustapha
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sepi itu apa?
written on Monday, August 2, 2010 @ 10:02 PM ✈
ok, ni gmbar bilik 626 kolej khadijah cfsiium yer. entah kenapa pagi ni terasa sepi sungguh bilik nih.
bangun pagi ni, smua orang dah tak ada. dorang dah pegi class. nak tunjuk betapa sepinya aku rasa pagi nih, sila la hayati gmbar di atas.
hmmm, terasa dunia sangat pelik. aku buka mata dan terus pandang luar. terus rasa nak snap gmbar. ni la yg aku rasa. spt dlm gmbar. malap dan sepi. satu bunyik pun tarak. bapak aahh.... peliknya aku rasa!!! kenapa ni wahai hati....T_T
dah la sekeliling ku sepi. hati pulak tak menentu. badan rasa tak selesa. mata terasa bengkak. menangis kah aku?? oh tidak.
benar2 pelik pagi ini. seolah2 ada sesuatu yg tak kesampaian. rasa tak lepas. rasa sesak. sesak!
mama abah, along rasa nak balik rumah. haissshhh....
tapi aku teruskan hidup spt biasa. lepas mandi and lunch, aku rindu nak online. so, aku online lah and aku update lah belog ku ini.
anyway, petang nanti aku ada class. haruskah aku biarkan rasa sepi ini menghantui? tak, tak mungkin. pelajar yg cemerlang harus ke class. aku tahu itu.
ok lah, see u guys. havaniceday!
LOVE fifah mustapha
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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